A new student's questions

I am a confused China graduates, just graduated from the first half. Never thought about his own life, also didn't try.

I don't love my job now, it makes me feel hopeless, I hope I can learn what to change, to find their own interest and the real cause.

I hope the treehouse can really help me, one came to this, it makes me feel like a sunny place.

I just start to learn a few lessons, are some basic theoretical knowledge.

If I insist on learning it, really can find work on poverty and ignorance? I know it's difficult to answer this question, no one should be responsible for my own life, but I hope you can enlighten me.

Hope to receive your reply.